I love you, but ...

And now I'm afraid of him.
I'm afraid of many things :
 

 I'm afraid to lose him

 I'm afraid that he will get bored with me

I'm afraid with his emotion and he's get angry easily while I can't do anything to relieve that

Everyday I'm afraid that we gonna have fights cus we always do that

Everyday I'm afraid that he will give up on us

Seems like he's no longer love me with his heart

Seems like all he want is just my body

I'd never sleep well

I'd never feel secure

I'm just his lullaby, cus we always talk or chat in the night before he sleep.

He's not give me enough time and respect

But I deeply in love with him

If I'm so fearfulness like this, can I called this LOVE?